Sometimes I look at my little belly, rub it and say, “As far as you know you’re pregnant?” I’m grateful to have twins. Beyond grateful really. It’s taken 5+ years to get pregnant this far and the generosity of two strangers donating an embryo. This is the greatest reason I’m…

We told what felt like the world in October 2019 we were moving to Japan. A great fear at the time was, “What if I can’t do it? What if I can’t raise support? What if we raise half the support and then don’t go and have to tell people?”…

This may differ for people, so most importantly, be kind and compassionate. Things to say: If you want to share… I’d love to hear an update. How are you really doing? How are you feeling physically/ mentally/ emotionally/ spiritually? How are you doing with the medication? When is your next appointment? What can I…

Working through some anger or resentment or irritation or hurt or not sure what the actual feelings are. This is not personal to anyone, but to help me process our struggle with fertility. It didn’t used to bother me so much, but now it does. People change. I’d heard girls…

I want to live peaceably. I want to live humbly. I want to live quietly. One of the few things I’m certain of in life is that when When God speaks, when the Holy Spirit convicts me, it is strong and irresistible and because I know the source, I have…

I’ve started writing. Numerous times before. Maybe this time will be the one. Write for me. not for you. because my mind is full. Don’t delete it this time. Don’t even post. No one has to know needs to know. And if they do stumble or dare I share Then perhaps they too can enjoy the despair. I mean joy. They to do tend to dance together.